Culture & Lifestyle
A silent aching
Recently screened at KIMFF, ‘A Shadow Grows Within the Void’ explores the quiet agony of being unseen.
Skanda Swar
‘A Shadow Grows Within the Void’ is a domestic drama from first-time feature filmmaker Sandeep GN Yadav, which reveals the slow devouring of a woman’s identity through patriarchal expectation and unappreciated devotion.
This is not a film of drastic turning points, as expected from the title. This is life as it unfolds, experienced as a challenging human journey filled with reflections on identity, confinement, and the impact of awareness, whether positive or negative.
Respectable middle-class Indian homes are known to have decent living situations, but this “respectable” life is more debilitating than empowering for the woman at the centre of this tale. A husband with a government job represents reliability and financial stability. Still, a wife’s exhausting efforts with children and household chores remain unnoticed, as she fades into the invisible persona she’s created.
As her family makes her presence obsolete, she discovers society barely acknowledges her existence.
The film opens with a woman coming home to experience water on the ground from an overflowing drain. As she cleans up, Yadav uses the micro annoyances to symbolise macro emotional overflow.
From teapot boiling to fan waving, her hands are bruised from work, and her eyes are bloodshot from fatigue. In one scene, when she opens her choli out of heat, her husband rushes in to reprimand her for displaying herself, which he views as shameful. He then attempts to button up his clothing, and it becomes clear that their bond is not founded on affection but feelings of guilt.
This film doesn’t showcase visually impressive confrontations or challenge perceptions of self; instead, it portrays how remarks about groceries, chores, and parenting gradually constrict like gravel layered over time. Her meagre attempt at a scream of “quiet!” falls flat as she makes dinner while he watches TV. She imagines packing and leaving, envisioning freedom, but ultimately does not change her circumstances.
The film’s crowning line comes when the daughter tells the story of a butterfly. One day, she says, a butterfly was in her bus, flying against the glass for freedom until someone opened the window and allowed it to escape. The metaphor does what the protagonist cannot say. She’s the butterfly, stuck in a bus without windows or doors.
Will the windows be opened for her, or must she summon the strength to break through them?
Yadav avoids excess, achieving success through his deliberate direction. He chooses not to use melodrama to amplify the struggle. Instead, he employs observational realism, utilising extended pauses, muffled sounds amid the busy household, and a pacing that mirrors everyday life. The intimate lighting, framing, and recurring actions create a claustrophobic effect that enables viewers to experience her world.
The film’s most powerful aspect is its refusal to offer solutions. The characters remain trapped on this bus without dramatic confrontations to free them from their oppression.
The audience remains in an uneasy liminal space, marked only by awareness before action, where a woman feels something is wrong but lacks the will to change her situation. For many women in similar positions, freedom is merely a concept; the butterfly still flits around the bus instead of envisioning its escape, hoping for someone to unlock the window.
‘A Shadow Grows Within the Void’ works because it understands that revolutions start with whispers instead of a loud bang. Yadav captures this moment and breathes life into a narrative that extends beyond culturally feminine confines and embodies what it feels like to be stuck, desperate for stabilisation of the subtlest kind.
A Shadow Grows Within the Void
Director: Sandeep Gn Yadav
Cast: Rupa Borgaonkar, Shashi Bhushan, Asmi Kelkar
Language: Hindi
Year: 2025